Been having fever for the past few days. It was terrible and I still gotta go to work because I have some appts...

I slept from last evening 6pm to this morning 7am.... Was damn tired and sick.. my fever hit 39.1c and I thought I am going to die soon!

I was talking to a good friend on MSN this morning and he was talking about his gf hinting about getting married... And he's abit skeptical about it. He wants to get married of course... but there are certain things that his gf still can't change... Well I told him, if she can't change, then u adapt lah haha...

And I guess being sick makes me moody... I almost wanted to FB son yesterday to ask him how is he.... But I withdraw back... Well, just don't want to get him to have that impression that I am purposely doing it... though I am geninuely hope that he is fine with his life. Though we are no longer together but I still care for him as a friend. But somehow, pride draws me back...

Like today, I saw his FB status stating that he is frustrated with everything... I cried... Coz I wish I could just put my pride down and message him and send him my regards... I know I can't message him like this and I regret for not doing so. Though its just a simple thing to do, yet I don't have the courage... I only can pray to God, hope that he is able to pull through all the obstacles he's facing ahead right now. I am sincerely doing it... Hoping he is ok... And nothing else...

I guess I just need more time to forget the whole thing. Just like Kenneth's . . . It's impossible to forget... But at least, I tried to put Kenneth behind me...

A friend shared with me this "U let him hurt you once, shame on him, U let him hurt you twice, shame on YOU" . . . isn't it so true haha.

Just hope God is watching over us...

happy weekends =)