Recently I met someone, really reminds me of Son....He's a police too, same rank as son.... same interests as Son... lagi best, also a Malay... Hahaha...

He owns a car and a big bike too... Just like Son..... Sigh!

When this friend asked me about the status about me and Son, I wasn't sure.... I said I wanted to give up but Son asked me to give him sometime.... So what are we?

We never called each other since we last met on the 9th.... We smsed each other last week..... He said he missed me but he is still making a decision.... I never expect an answer because I know it will be an answer that will hurt me for sure....

It's rather obvious that we know who he wants and what he wants.... I'm starting to give up...

Yet I don't want to lose him... He is someone who is priceless to me. I ever told him once, even if we are just friends, I don't want to lose you either....

It's hard to find someone who can share the same thoughts as you, someone who loves you as who you are. . . . someone who brightens up your day...

But now, I am losing him bit by bit. I am losing my grip. I felt that we are getting further and further apart. Is this how we should be?

Just saw his facebook status, he is having a Migraine..... Sigh, God...please help to look after him....