Sunday, December 21, 2008
,9:07 AM
Whinings...
Damn pissed off with my company these days... Been working for almost 7 years there and working there is getting more demoralised...And more DEPRESSING...
No bonus, NOTHING but I still work my ass out of it... Coz...I thought my job was rather appreciating, something that is meaningful...able to help the less fortunate people out there....
Yet I was so so so wrong... Perhaps, I am too quiet, whatever shit happens, I swallowed it down quietly.
Obviously, Life isn't fair... Especially those who earn peanuts but WORK 100X more than his/her jobscope...
Who wll praise me when I reach work on time? Who will praise me when I work till late? Who will appreciate when I help the others? Who will appreciate when I gotta spend my own time and money to help out my needy clients? I even took leave to help them!ANSWER: NO ONE.
But when I am late for work for that "101" times, came back late for lunch for abt 10mins, MC, etc.... I will sure kena AIM like as if I am ALWAYS doing it. And to the extend, HR has to email and remind EVERYONE that "staff are expected to be work at least 8 hours a day or in our case at 41.25 hours per week. Some staff are working less than the paid hours. " Who will blame me that?
ANSWER: EVERYONE
And this person is slapping his own face because he is one of them. Not just him, others too... So this is your so called "ur role in HR to remind all staff?" Fuck ya...
I have way too much things to whine about.....Perhaps I should really get that "No Whining" sign and paste it on my forehead. Imagine I've to write this here, this shows that how disappointed, how depressing, how lethagic I am in this job... Perhaps Bf is right, I should really go for other job....if not, i will be too old... haha...
7 years yet I gain nothing from here but some white hair, tears, heartbreaks and lotsa of "Complaints" lol...
Too much time spent here... wasted my youth... my heart, my soul ...
Sigh....