Well, I am officially 25 today and HAPPY BDAE TO ME!!!!

I am 1/4 century old and I seriously dont look forward to that... Coz I am so freaking OLD now!!!!! I wish I am still 15 loh... WTF~!!!!!!

But I am thankful I still got people around me to celebrate with me...Later I am meeting my gals to makan.... Actually, I am lucky that Ive all these gals to celebrate with me for the past 10 over years. Though we are now working at different places but we often meet up esp during bdaes and special occasions...

This year is slightly special.. Coz I am celebrating with someone special....Well, I shall not mention who is it lahz ... u guys know it... =)

I spent my whole day with him today...Supposed to go gym @ his workplace but his boss was there, so we didnt go but head to his office and do something b4 we went down to the Ascend sales @ Tannery lane... I got woofer and speakers for my PC for $30!!! Freaking cheap!!!!!!

After that, we headed down to Expo ... There's Harvey Norman sales & Robinson sale!!!!!! I bought tonnes of cosmetics there... Anna Sui's eyecolor and mascara, Lancome liquid foundation for $24, Stila makeup base for $39 and eye color for $23.... Son got himself a gigantic remote control car!!!!! Only $60! I oso bought a philips CD player for $159.. Bro liked it so I give it to him instead...

Dinner, we went down to The Cathy Restuarant.. Sis, Dennis, Bro, Roslind, Son and I . . . . We spent $300 on that meal and I AM fucking broke.. (Sis using her credit card to pay first kekeke)... I enjoyed the dinner and I am proud to show son to my siblings...

Talking about son... I was readng Ber's blog and realised she WROTE about me... Well, I nearly cried while reading her post... Coz I know she still cares for me though we really dont talk much these days...

Seriously, I don't talk much to Ber nowadays and I didnt let her know about my status with my son... Don't know why, I dont really wanna her know about it... Coz I dont want to let her worry about me and I know if anything cocks up, I will sure go look for her.. So in order nt to disturb her, I just kinda hide this matter from her and settle things myself...

But girl, thanks for caring about me and I am really lucky to have u as my friend... U have been with me when I am in my most difficult time of my life and you gave me courage and support... When I need a shoulder to cry on, u are always there without fail... I am sorry that I didnt update u abt my life but I wanna tell u that I am really happy that I have slowly let go of my past... Though there are certain bits and pieces of the HIM in the heart but I have learnt to let go and accept a new one... The new one is fine, I am learning to master the give n take attitude... And oso "CLOSE ONE EYE" attitude too... U are right, trust is the KEY of a r/s... I am learning to trust someone again...

But nevertheless, I still WUV U Like my big siser... *kisses*

And TO MY OTHER FRIENDS out there, THANKS for being my friend...

THANKS TO ALL THE BDAE WISHES...

(p/s: I left a private missed call in his cellphone... I wonder if he noes its me...)