I was secretly reading someone's blog and alot of things popped out from my tweeny brain...





Just find that a relationshop does involves alot of factors... not just 2 souls but many many souls and stuffs....





Haiz, suddenly feel so emo now~





I really understand how this "girl" feels... coz i had something similar b4 (thou it might not be that case... ) Parents dun like us to be together and prefers another girl etc.. WTF... GUYS, are u marrying ur PARENTS? U fuck ur parents? No right... Wat u guys are tinking sia.. DAMN ...





Anyway, I wish this "girl" can stay strong and choose what ur heart really wants...






Ok, next topic,.....





Went down to Joo Chiat Complex coz Shah wanna get me a Baju kebaya... Well well... not my son... i dun tink he really care abt it... Anyway Im getting it coz I thought it's FUN :)



Shah's mother is working there and she recommended us to a shop call 'Noona" and I tailor made an evening suit.. modern type.. I can't imagine im wearing that loh... coz of my "Gemok" size, I gotta tailor made and guess wat... it costs S$240!!!!!!!! Well i was blessed ... I only fork out S$100 and the rest Shah paid for it!!! Kekekeke, thanks for the blessing !!!!





The girl helped me to measure my vital stats and my hips are more than 50", wtf! Sigh.... People over there all tink that i am melayu and they keep talking to me in melayu... Duhz...





Anyway my baju will be ready in 3 weeks time...





Den I will be an official lena binte cocowati :)
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Pictures of me trying out the sizes... Im not getting this color coz it look like our "sai" color... LOL... am getting black with silver beadings ;)








(p/s: I just wish everything will be ok, God.... help me)