I was packing up my messy room and guess what I've found... Not Gold Bar, Not Diamond... but a worthless piece of card written by Kenneth long time back...
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I felt a pinch of pain when I was reading this card...Yes, I felt sad.. making me think back of all those pasts and .... sigh....

I was reading the forum, the threadstarter actually posted something....She asked "What do u think that HE IS THE ONE?"

I asked myself this qns too.. What determines that HE IS THE ONE...

The 1st thing I think of it was... Kenneth...

He onced gave me that feeling... A feeling which I wanna settle down with him...I dont mind spending simple life with him, I dont mind having just rice and water as my meals... I am ready to face any challenge with him. I am willing to have kids with him... I want to share all my happiness with him ... Just EVERYTHING....

No one has give me that feeling after we broke up... Not even one...

He left a great impact in my life.. Should I thank him for that?

That's all the past...

Thank you Kenneth.. You made it :)

I will not make the same
mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe
side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone
around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's
weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe
side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone
around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every
night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better
than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For that same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe
side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to
forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

(p/s: It takes a 1 second to love someone but it takes forever to forget someone like u...)