I was actually looking forward to meet him today because we last met on the 25th.... He was busy, I was busy too and it's fasting month...

But he suddenly sms me that he gotta drove his dad in to JB because his relatives kena accident...

Obviously, I wasn't too happy about it because I am all prepared to meet him today after my work. We even planned where to makan etc... Sigh... what can I say... He promised to meet me tmr but I told him its ok, meet some other time coz I will be attending my cousin's wedding lunch. And he knew that I wasnt too happy... He keep giving me promises for tmr... I hate promises...

Somehow my heart just sunk lah... My eyes went teary... DAMN... I think its because of PMS, I tend to get so emo loh...

Actually, before that... I already got that feeling that he wont be able to meet me.. 6th sense... Damn and I was right...

I am asking myself If I could take it any longer. Am I too much? He already got valid reason for not meeting me... why shld i get so pissed off? Ok lah, PMS ... I think too much, I worry to much, I kp too much...

Saying about tmr, its my cousin's wedding.. Most of my aunties and uncles will be coming over from Malaysia... Best it, we didnt EVEN receive any invitation card from them loh ... They just call and ask us go over to their house at 10am in the morning coz there is bus transport provided... SIA LAH, BUS SIA... The wedding lunch will be held at East Coast Seafood there... SERIOUSLY, if I wanna get married, either I DONT DO ANYTHING (maybe a small wedding buffet reception) or I must die die hold it in a proper hotel...No.. I am asking too much isnt it? Heehee.. But I tell myself I am not going to get married in this lifespan.. so heck it.

Oh yes, my baby brother is going for his NS next week.. Gonna be a REAL man liao... AND I am oso free liao! LOL.. coz sometimes he is damn annoying... clean freak... WHO WILL VACCUM floor in the middle of the night like 1am? yes, only my BROTHER!

Next Friday, will be having Mid Autumn mini gathering with my girls... WT wanted to do steamboat so we are having dinner at my place and den enjoy the moon outside my flat... cool isnt it :)

I think I'm addicted to smoking again... Been smoking pretty heavily... one packet can last me 5 days!

Stress!