I wonder if he remembers me
Or if I'm just a memory

I wonder if he thinks of us
Or if he finds it useless

I wonder how things would be
If he had never left me

I wonder how he is
And if I'm still a love of his

I think about him everyday
And wonder if he's okay

I think about how happy we were
And the memories make the tears stir

I think about the plans we made
While we were laying in the shade

I think about all we said
And the lives we lead

To not know
Where to go

To not know where to find
A place where he may hide

To not be able to see his face
Puts my heart so out of place

To not know when he's near
Is my greatest fear

There's so much in my head
That I wish I'd said

There's so many missed kisses
For my unanswered wishes

There's only so many ways
For me to make it through the days

There's so little light
In my heart tonight

What would I say
If given a day

What would happen
If I could have him

What joy it would bring
To hear him sing

What would I feel
If he were here for real

I miss him each day
That he is away

I miss him looking out for me
The way it used to be

I miss his love
That protected me like a glove

I miss him
So much it's made my heart dim

I wonder if he still cares
That's a question that tears

I wonder what he's like
If he'd tell me to take a hike

I wonder if he fears
That I don't hold him dear

But most of all
I wonder if he still loves me

Or if I'm just a memory
Of what used to be